empty

It's always easier to speak in code, cliche, etc. and organize syntax into a rhythmic beat so that a reader is better off getting lost in the melody of the writing rather than finding the true meaning of what the author is attempting to transmit.  That is when the writer is a cowardly poet such as myself.  At times I have the clarity of mind to communicate a direct and clear message...something with meaning.  More often than not it suites me better to speak in code so that none can directly confront what it is I communicate -- oftentimes I haven't the slightest of what it is I want to fucking say but feel the need to puke out some words so they are not crammed and repressed in my entity.  Other times I feel empty.  Many times I feel empty.  And I stop writing...like so.............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................